Today is my 13th day in HKL. Last night my Deputy Sec General came. Apparently her husband was in the same ward and strangely our path never crossed until last evening. Small world.
That aside, the most anticipated time came late yesterday afternoon. Dr Lee and his team came with CT scan result. It confirmed my greatest fear. I had liver cancer due to prolonged hepatitis B infection. He said it came from the mother. How could he blamed my beloved mother for this?. He said the rest of the family should be tested for Hep B virus.
The treatment plan had to postponed to Monday as it was already late most of the specialists have gone. I couldn’t quite describe my feelings. I was pretty neutral, blank, and some from hope still there. I believe Allah has plans for me. If this is way for me to go so be it. I can only pray to Him. My wife was also around when Dr Lee explained the whole thing. She was very calm. Extremely. I really admire her courage. I guessed she anticipated this. As usual she would provide a little sermon saying all this will at least clear some of my sins. I must not lost hope. We must strive for a cure. For every disease except death there is a cure. What a wonderful wife I have. How lucky I am.